Tell me about the rabbits

a letter to my mental health Photo by Jackson Jorvan from Pexels I don't really spiral as much as I go down a rabbit hole and can't find my way back, I explained to the psychiatrist who saw me the morning after I went to the ER. I go down a rabbit hole, and I can't find my [...]

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The girl in the brown pajamas

They take your phone away, lock it up with the rest of your belongings. You can't have them in the Psych ward. But they do have ginger ale and water; graham crackers and ice cream; visiting hours and showers. They also have a tv. But there's only so many times you can watch Chopped before [...]

living life palms up

finding the will to live amidst the trauma Photo by Victor Freitas from Pexels The first thing I learned in therapy was to validate myself--validate the past versions of me that were hurt, validate the parts of myself that are hurting now; another thing I learned while completing the 'Emotional Regulation' section of DBT theory, designed to help [...]

What Borderline Personality Disorder taught me about myself

Borderline- Noun; a personality disorder (mood disorder) characterized by unstable moods, behavior, and relationships.I have to talk to you, I texted him at 8:00 one night, it's important. I sabotage relationships because I don't feel like I deserve any thing good in my life. I don't feel worth it. He simply replied, I know. But you are. It's hard [...]